this entry is just for my frister b/c she asked me to write one:)

I GOT MY PERMIT ON THURSDAY!!!!

and im going driving tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwwww:-d

but you cant call me while im driving b/c i might crash and someone might get hurt

and then i wont get my license

and then you guys wont see me as often

wow a lot has happened since last time i updated this and i think most of you either know most of it or dont really care so im not gunna bother putting it all up here

but the '05 seniors are leaving and im gunna miss them mucho:( but they better come back and visit me

thats it for now b/c i've  gotten up at 6 every day this week and today i took a SAT and i just got home from someone's house and im dead tired b/c i only got like 15 minutes to rest and recover from the SAT today and 15 minutes is NOT enough and if i dont go to sleep soon im gunna fall asleep at the wheel tomorrow which isnt very good

ok well everyone is yelling at me to update this

wow a lot has been going on...im not gunna put my entire life story on here but most of you should know the gist

la la la

survey time:)...borrowed from ben

**********Firstly*************

1. Starting Time: 925 am
2. Full Name: Rukmani Sahay

*****FRIENDS******

3 Best Friend: the main ones at this moment? ellie...marissa...katherine...mr bellarmine...
4. Sexiest Friend: crine of course:)
5. Funniest Friend: ellie
6. Smartest Friends: katherine...danica...aditi
7. Dumbest Person: HAHA...its mean to put it up here
8. Shyest Friend: danica?
9. Most boring/annoying person:  the person checks my xanga and its mean so im not gunna put it on here...but most ppl know who it is
10. Get Advice From: noone really at the moment...crine and kevin are pretty good though

******GENERAL******

11. Height :  5'1'...like 6 months ago?
12. DOB: nov 9, 1989
13. Righty/Lefty : lefty
14. Eye colour: brown
15. Shoe Size: 7 1/2?
16. Shoe Brand: i dont really care as long as they are cute
17. Do you crack any Body Parts: nope
19. Siblings: a twin sister and a sister 2 years older than me
20. Email Addy: rukmani07@gmail.com
21. Boyfriend/girlfriend: too complicated
22. Crush: hahaahahaha...thats for me to know and you to find out
23. Liked a Teacher: nope
24. Killed Someone: yes..your mom
26. Ate a Tub of Ice Cream: i ate 1/2 a tub?...my sisters dont let me eat entire tubs b/c ill get fat:(
27. Ran Into a Glass Door: i think so, once
29. Gone Skinny Dipping: nope
30. Gotten hit/nearly hit by a car: yeah
31. Ran into a parked car: hehe...yes

******Girls Fill Out About Guys******

35. Boxers or Briefs: boxers by far
36. Tall or Short : taller than me
38. Six-pak or Muscular Arm: 6 pack
39. Body or Personality: personality
40. Ear Pierced or Not: matters...if they look like complete dumbass wannabes w/ it pierced then no...but some look hot:)
41. Sporty or Outdoorsy: sporty
42. Good Guy or Bad Guy: hahaa i was explaining my answer for this to someone last night...always gotta go w/ the bad guy...its sexier:)
43. Light Hair/ Dark Hair: dark

******Guys Fill Out on girls****** answer honestly boys ! *
47. G or hipster undies:
48. Tall or Short:
49. Long Hair or Short:
50. Dark or Light Eyes:
51. Light/Dark Hair:
52. Body or Personality:
53. Ears Pierced or Not:
55. Good Girl/Bad Girl:
56. Hair Up or Down:
57. Sporty or Classy:
58. Chicken or Not Afraid:

******Which One is Better******

59. coke or pepsi? coke
60. K.F.C or Mcdonalds?: mcdonalds
61. Cats or Dogs: neither...unless it is my cousin's dog who i lived w/ for 2 weeks w/ no leash on the dog, la la la im so proud of myself
62. Coffee or Tea: frapps
63. eastside or westside: eastside biatch
64. vanilla or chocolate: they both contain sugary particles that i will later regret having...so both:)
65. Cake or Cookies: cookies
67. Sunset or Sunrise: sunset
68. Day or Night: night
69. Lights on or off: matters on my mood
70. Summer or Winter: summer

*****Your favorite******

71. Food/Drink: dessert:)/vanilla frapps
72. destination: so-cal...hawaii...florida...anywhere hot
73. singer/band: dont really have 1
74. radio Station: 89.3
75. Place: my room

***** In The Future*****

76. Will you believe in God? yes?
77. What you want to be when older? a psychologist

******Random Questions******

78. Define Love: first of all lemme just say i believe someone can love their friends more than a crush, especially when they are in high school b/c i dont believe in love in high school...but back to the definition(which i believe is true for friends OR 'the significant other')...when you would die to just see someone happy...when you would give up all of your happiness to just see that person smile...when, even if you are unbelievably mad at the person/hate them, it STILL kills you when that person is hurt b/c you know you cant do anything and that kills you...when you would give up their friendship w/ no questions asked if they asked you to...thats love
79. Where Were You Born? lucknow, india
80. Favorite Place To Be Kissed? hahahahahha
81. Favorite day(s) of the week: friday and saturday
82. Bedtime: this past week its been around 1230/1 b/c i've been talking to ppl online or on the phone
84.Satan or God or atheist: god

**********love questions:***************
85. do u love someone right now? as a friend yes
86. do you care about someone? duh
87. do u think of someone everyday? not the SAME person
88. who is the person you're thinking of right now? im thinking of what the next question on this survey thing is gunna be, not a person

***********Lastly*************
89. What do you feel like your name is now? rukmani?...was it supposed to change?
90. Time ended? 944

wow...talk about a waste of 20 minutes

aite im off

oo btw check out my myspace...www.myspace.com/rukmani

HAPPY SWEET 16 MONICA TONG! I LOVE YOU!

this past week...

tuesday: finals, wrote my aff case

wednesday: finals and went to marissa's house afterschool...watched top gun and ate pizza...tom cruise is HOTTTTTTTTTTT...went home and studied

thursday: finals and went to some chinese place for lunch...went home and wrote neg case...went to an LD meeting and then straight from there went to kshitija's surprise sweet 16 party...happy belated bday..hope you enjoyed it kiddo:)...i love u and u deserve it(pics on my yahoo! pics..link on the pf)..in the middle of the party i was getting kinda bored so leela gayathri and i walked around mcclellan terrace:)

friday: went to gupta's in the morning, came home and prepped for the tourney, then went to logan for the tourney...hung out w/ ppl..it was fun:)

saturday: accidently slept in...but then went to the tourney...took sooo many pics(also on yahoo! pics)...had fun:)...but i hung out w/ policy ppl for most of the time...especially katherine peter and aditi...that was really fun:)..RAD AND THOMAS AND SAMEER JAIN BROKE! CONGRATS YOU GUYS!...i watched fabian's round in semi octos...got to spend 1/2 hour looking @ him...damn that guy is hot...ppl are right..i was all like whoaaaa...ur hot...i was in heaven...AND hes an awesome debater...then went to deeksha's house for dinner..then went home...then called monica tong @ EXACTLY 12 to wish her happy bday..except she was either sleeping or out so i left her a voice mail:-/...yesterday was really fun:)

today: my FIRST day of destressing for a month...damn it feels good:)

logan stories...

so peter katherine and i were talking and suddenly this girl in front of me turns around and is all like like 'OMG RUKMANI?!' and i was like uh ya? and she was all like OMG DO U REMEMBER ME FROM VINETHA AUNTY'S DANCE CLASS?! and i was all like uhh..what is your name? and she said her name <and i didnt remember her> and PETER was all like 'NO SHE DOESNT REMEMBER YOU' and i was like shut up peter...but i DIDNT...and i felt so bad so i was just like 'OMG YES I HAVENT SEEN U FOR SO LONG!' and we said bye and shivani was all like 'who was that girl?' and i told her that i didnt remember her and shivani started laughing @ me:(

i was walking next to rad's brother last night and he smelled really good so i mentioned it to him and he was all like uh thanks? and i asked him if he was wearing axe and he was all like whoa u recognize the smell? and i was all like i am in love w/ axe...ya i think he thinks im crazy

and then of course the little strip show @ the end...dont worry...just the shirt...but it was uh..very uh...interesting:)

little new year's survey...
[where you were at midnight] henna's house
[what you were watching] dick clark's rockin' new years eve
[the first person that you hugged] sameer jain
[the first person you talked to on the phone] kevin
[first thing you drank] sparkling cider
[your new years resolution] cut back on AIM time, work out more
[the thing you are looking forward to most this year] my sweet 16
[the thing you are dreading most this year] '05 seniors leaving:(

bye bye college people:(

will finish updating later

new layout and song...i was stuck between this song (back here by bbmak or this kiss by faith hill) except i heard this song again and omg i love it:) anyways props to kp(and to all of u who dont know her by kp, kp is kshitija) for changing this for me..its gorgeous so thanks kp:)

i have beeen thinking about this past year and my friendships w/ ppl..and i realized..even though some of those friendship have been broken and there have been some rough times..i am really happy that we were friends...b/c i would not give up or regret most of the memories we made for the world

from kp:

enjoyyy :)

-kp